when people ask me a question, i feel the need to be honest.
so, when asked by a mother of one of sebastian’s friends’ friends as to if i was tired, i said i was actually a little sad.
why is that? she inquired.
now believe me, i know you have to choose who you barf your confidences to. so briefly i just said that carys and jasper hadn’t had good appointments the other day, and it made me sad.
and her response:
"well…they weren’t natural, you knew the dangers and what you were getting into."
yes, well if i wasn’t planning on feeling guilty, that’s enough to change my mind.
THAT’s why i have been silent these past couple of days.
plus magnificent charles is away so i haven’t had as much time.
and carys’s physio appointment got me a little sad.
but the good news is, i’m getting better.